Defeater But Breathing (ver 3) chords

But Breathing (ver 3) by Defeater

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F
Unwanted, but breathing.
In the next room, sleeping.
D
My mother, she�s crying and my father�s been drinking.
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In our run down apartment, where the roof is still leaking.
Dm
He�s cursing and cussing, it�s just the whiskey talking.

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I�ve got lots of memories like this one.
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Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome.
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When I think back to all of it, it�s all too much, it�s all too much when you�re 
just a little kid.

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My little brother, just a newborn baby.
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In the image of my mother, she says he�s a blessing.
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But not to my father, oh how he hates him.
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�An undeserving mistake.� He calls him a burden.

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I�ve got lots of memories like this one.
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Of picking sides and picking fights between them.
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When I think back to all of it, it�s all too much when you�re just a little kid.
A#
When I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream,
A#
one that follows you and haunts you endlessly.
F
Ooh

(only drums and vocals until the Dm)
Broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating,
Dm
the addiction, and the lying, and the promise of leaving.
F
While my old man was a bastard, I admired and loved him.
    Dm
And Us two kids were born in to a family, not a fortune.

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